A butterfly outside my window…

I came from the province this morning. I had to take the late morning ride for two reasons: (1) it was raining cats and dogs since dawn; and (2) the influx of commuters on a Monday will definitely worsen my not-so-well body (colds with cough make me weak). I came to the office not until 10:30 am. I warned them anyway.

Read an email from Sir Keith. Thanks. I surely wish to see you and Ms. Patty in person soon. May the Lord allow us to meet.

I was blessed by the way Aidz wrote his newest entry. Positive attitude. Now I’m more convinced that he likes Kris’ DEAL or NO DEAL. While pondering on this insight, I looked at the window and saw a little white butterfly outside. This is the start. I know it will be a great day.

Friday again!

this week ran too fast...

went to the hospital yesterday to visit jon..my officemate.. he had dengue. He's recovering now.

I'm not feeling well >caught colds< and now my body's weak... guess i'll be going home early today.

we'll host my orgmate's farewell party. She's going to Canada before the end of the month. we'll miss you, Nay Janielle!!!

oops, today's Chris' birthday! happy birthday Chris!

Well, guess i really have to get some rest for tonight. bye for now.

Blessings to you!

The Power of Prayer

Ask and it shall be given…Matthew 7:7

Last night, I prayed for this one particular item and the Lord has granted my request.

I just came from the lion’s den and survived it. Figuratively, that is! I was on a meeting this morning with the pool of experts so-to-speak but more of ‘powerful people trying to rule my professional life’. For the last six months, this project on citizenship had caused me not so little worries; to certain extent brought stress and almost burn out in my work. Today, we had another meeting and it seemed to me that this will be my ‘grilling moment all the more’ as the day of the Congress approaches, where all questions will be thrown at this poor junior staff amidst a group of old bosses. And so I prayed that the Lord would make things easy on me today; that they will see my side of the story, how things are running with the project and that this is no easy task at all. Praise God! It all turned out favorably for me. Now I can work with confidence and they will no longer harass me. Now I just pray that the Lord will bless this project and that we meet the target outputs! Please Lord!

I just want to give glory and thanks to the Almighty God who has always been my strength and salvation. Truly, He’s always on our side. Thank you, Jesus!

Girl Friends

Monday Tips

The deepest level of worship is praising God inspite of pain, thanking God during trial, trusting God when tempted, and loving Him when He seems distant.

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God’s blessings come as a surprise but how you receive depends on how much your heart believes…may you be blessed beyond what you expect.

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Psalm 117 is the shortest chapter in the Bible while Psalm 119 is the longest. Psalm 118 is in the center of the Bible. There are 594 chapters before Psalm 118 and 594 chapters after that. 594+594=118. And what’s at the center of the Bible? Psalm 118:8 “IT IS BETTER TO TAKE REFUGE IN THE LORD THAN TO TRUST MAN.”

Happy Weekend

We are scheduled for an early pilgrimage to Cavite this weekend..
Looks like it's gonna be a Retreat afterall...

Happy weekend and Lord's Day!

I'm sick.

Actually, for the last two days. But today, I was just too dizzy I ended up coming to the office not until after lunch.

Still dizzy but feeling a lot better now. I hope you include me in your prayer. I can't afford to get sick in the midst of everything. Thanks a lot.

I'll be going home early today to get enough rest.

Blessings to you!

Sunday Blessings

The Lord’s Day is always a blessing.

Last Sunday, I attended two Church Services—7am-9am at our Local church and 9am-11.30am at RCM. The message in both churches delved in two topics; (1) recognizing the man of God; and (2) faithful tithing. It was good to hear the message and of course to be part of the worship. I was really blessed. Actually, I went to RCM with Bro. Mark and his family to promote the Freedom Concert in November. I’m happy to see old friends in that church and to share the passion of the MYF to the whole congregation. I’m happy to hear that Pastor Totle said the church will support the endeavor.

On the MYF Core meeting, Bro. Mark said he had major news to tell. He said Bayside Church already responded to our letter for the Thrive Conference next year and thus could be a roadblock to our plan to attend. On the contrary, he was just so excited to say that the Church in Sacramento actually sponsored our registration and accommodations for the entire Conference duration! Praise God! That was so much blessing for the team. Now, what we need to pray for is to raise enough money for the airfare going to the US and coming back home. The Lord is The Great Provider. Amen.

I have prayer requests to ask:

1. Please pray that all goes well with our preparation for the Freedom Concert Crusade in November. That the Lord fills the venue with souls to come to know Christ.
2. Also, pray that we meet the requirements to get our Visa. And that we raise the needed amount for our trip to the US.

Thank you so much. Blessings to you!

friday madness

at lat it's the end of the week...

going home!!! it's raining outside. I have so many things too do for next week!
i'll be heading to the last session of the Seminar on the Book of Revelation. Hope I catch up!

I'm tired. But I think the 'brisk walking' we had last night was really good. That will be a Thursday Night habit from now on.

bye!

GCM meeting

This is work-related.

We had another meeting today. Honestly, I'm tired of it. This simply doesn't make the work easier; on the contrary, I think it hampers my productivity. Huh...*sigh*

This project specifically has caused me alot of stress. I don't know, this one in particular, gives me a headache...

I just wish the Congress will just be through. like that. of course i want it to be successful. So help me God.

Back to Headquarters!

Surprise! Surprise! I'm back at the office. My sister and I took the early ride and was successful (I was REALLY SURPRISED). Haha! Good thing we both aren't late..

Time to share my gratitude.

I thank all those who cared to remember my birthday and in one way or another extended their greetings to me. i love you, guys! You're the best. To my friends --here and afar -- thank you so much. You simply made a difference.

Just one person I missed alot --more than ever-- my mother.

Now I have to get back to work mode. So much for my vacation..

Day 1

First formal day being 24. Hmm, I did get a lot of sleep. Sew my brother's and father's pants. Helped Archie with his film analysis paper. Watched Jake 2.0 for the first time. this show is good. I like it a lot. A secret agent - thing. My kind of show.

As i write this, i'm thinking whether to go to Manila tonight or not. It will be more convenient for me to travel tonight since commuters will be swarming the streets tomorrow (today is a holiday). Huh, this is the dilemma of someone who stayed at home longer than the usual. You simply don't want to go anymore!

What if i just take chances and leave tomorrow morning? ---think--- Ok, I'll stay.

Birthday! Bodey!

Yup, the big day! As if. Well, of course, the Lord has blessed me with another year, I should be thankful and I am.

We had a good service this morning. It's happy to be home on your birthday. Actually, nobody expects me to be here today. Last week I said I'm going to Cavite for my birthday. (Well, that was all tantrums!!!) of course, I didn't. Naughty girl!

Sleep is the word. I got a dose of it today and yesterday. After the service this morning, the youth gave me a cartolina with their birthday messages. Yeah, too much of individual birthday cards. I got a lot of birthday greetings from friends, too. I'm wondering, when will the greetings stop and the gifts start coming??

At night, we all (the youth) went to perya (local carnival) and pick our rides. Last year, I tried the carousel. Guess what? I finally made it to the Horror Train! It's hilarious! We were screaming to ourselves for the sake of screaming. Haha! I think that made my day!

All I want to say is, Thank God for the gift of life.

small things make a difference…

i like that title. it means a lot to me.

We have a beautiful morning today. The sun is up and temperature is perfect! I have lots of things scheduled at work yet I believe this day will end blessed.

received a few morning messages today. some are funny, some are inspiring. thanks friends.

It’s my childhood friend’s birthday today. Incidentally, we have the same name (just slight difference in spelling) and almost the same birthday (mine is two days from now). It’s also my cousin’s birthday, Julius. Have not seen him for awhile. I miss you, kuya. Come home soon. Happy birthday to both of you.

And something really made my day today. I am so touched with this. Thanks Sir Keith. I appreciate it. I love the poem.

Tonight is the third session of the Seminar on the Book of Revelation. Lord send more kids tonight.

Happy weekend to all.

today is a blessed day!

and i claim it the name of Jesus, my Lord and Savior! Amen.

The Lord has answered Teeny's prayers (and mine too!)! Thank God. Today we went off together to work and was really happy we did. We plan to have a lunch date later. I'm so happy the Lord blessed the desires of her heart and grant her a nice gift. The Lord is good. I'm so happy for you Teeny.

Last night, I shared some personal struggles with my friend Teeny. It was quite a relief and it's good to have someone to listen to you. Actually, I shared with her what I told my Pastor last Sunday. It was really relieving to speak with someone in God's family. Thank you Lord for using these people around me.

The book launching yesterday was a success. Thank God.

Today, I have several things on the line up. I pray for the Lord's wisdom and strength to fill me so I can finish everything for today and work with a cheerful heart. Thank God for reminding me the scripture, "work as if you do this in the Lord". I will try to remember that always. Have a wonderful day to all!

today...

whenever you feel...
down,
hopeless,
worthless,
like you're the greatest loser on earth,
just remember...
Jesus thought you're worth-dying for.

friday entry

This is simply unbelievable (or maybe not!): My boss gave us another demanding workload in the midst of all the cramming projects that we already have. Not to mention that it overlaps the deadlines! My assignments are already killing me (ok, that’s exaggeration), and now here comes another research with a buzzer-beater deadline. OH MY!!! Lord, give me the strength and wisdom to meet all these…
Multi-tasking could really drag you to the limits…*sigh*

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Today, my ‘favorite’ wu xia series (kung fu drama) will air its final episode. *sigh* I would really miss Dada and Gou’er…

Farewell Love of the Condor Heroes’ Xiao Long Nu and Yang Gou… you were really awesome! The martial arts was exceptional.

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I’m going straight after work to the second session of the Seminar on the Book of Revelation. This is part of the four-Friday seminars we scheduled on the topic for August. Last week despite the rain, we still had the venue jam-packed, me and the other leaders had to stay outside. I hope I could get a seat today :p

I think it’s going to rain tonight. I’m looking forward to going home for the weekend.

Blessings to you!

short entry

Yesterday was a very happy day. Again, the Lord has blessed us with a surprise (an early birthday gift to me and Aidz, ok, plus Teeny :p). Haha! We took the NEDA (National Economic Development Authority) Technical Exam and we passed! That was really great; since we didn’t really expect it (the whole-day exam was really tough—hands up--pwew!). Before we went, I read James 1:5 and claimed it. And praise God, He blessed us that day.

We had ice cream (Pistachio flavored). yum yum!
Thanks to my friends who prayed for me. And to my family, too.

Maybe it’s because of so many things I’m doing and still have to do (at work) that I feel so depressed today. Huh, tiring. I never want this feeling. *sigh*

Today is Aidz’ birthday. Happy birthday brother!

Confused…

On Wednesday, I’m scheduled to take an exam from one government institution. Given a chance, this would really open good opportunities for me. However, I just learned today that we have a staff meeting on the same day. I certainly want to take the exam, but I’m torn with the idea of skipping a meeting. Plus, I don't want to disappoint my boss. Well, I don't really know if I can have a 'next time' to take this exam. Boy, how am I going to deal with this situation?

i think my phone is over... as in dead.
what makes me feel bad about it is that someone (i dont know who--my siblings!) plugged it using a different charger. i'm positive that this caused the flaw. now it just won't charge anymore. maybe it's the battery or the phone itself that was damaged... err...

just when i need it this happens...

Tan's exam

My little sister is going to take the entrance exam in our university this Sunday. Please pray that she makes it. Thanks. Lord, give her wisdom and knowledge.

The May 10 phenomenon

Remember this post? Yup, it's about the flood-warning thunder of May. And so there was thunder on May 10. And today is August. Guess what? There is flood. As a matter of fact, our place is flooded (at least the front yard and the ground floor - we live in a two-storey house). Perhaps that 'thunder' was telling something afterall.

Prayer Request

Honestly, the family's having some serious concerns right now. I pray for God's guidance and wisdom in our decisions. And Lord, for love to cover all struggles and win over the enemy's trap. I pray for openmindedness. I specifically pray that the Lord would give my father wisdom and spiritual strength. Amen.

I am asking your support and prayers. Many thanks.

be a blessing

So I went home last night. It took me a while before I finally catch the bus.

It’s not raining but the weather’s quite cold. I had a good night sleep. I woke up and it was raining this morning. It gave me a hard time getting off my bed. Without a choice, I had to prepare for work.

I rode an fx (a mega taxi with 10-passenger capacity) and was seated on the passenger’s seat. I was the only passenger. That wouldn’t be good for the driver because the toll fee cost is equivalent to almost two-passenger fares. For some reason, nobody is heading to Manila. I prayed that we’ll have enough passengers to make it fair for the driver. It was good that before we climbed up to the expressway, all seats were filled up. Thank you, Lord.

Today, pray that you will be a blessing to everybody that comes your way. Good day!

IP Governance RTD

This post is work-related.

Yes! The RTD on IP Governance is over! (RTD is actually Roundtable Discussion; IP- Indigenous Peoples). We finished ahead of time (before 2pm, originally scheduled 9am-4pm). Now I’ve got to work on writing the documentation for this meeting.

Documenting an event is not an easy task, at least from my experience. It’s not merely transcribing what went on during the meeting; you have to put life and meat to the subjects discussed. Processing the data is already taking place here. You don’t simply hand the report, you make the report.

Ah, I feel so sleepy today. I’m going home tonight. Hopefully I’ll be out early this afternoon.

bad dream

I’m feeling a lot better now than how I was this morning. I was flipped from bed by a bad dream around 4:30 am. I found myself almost (actually) shouting in anger. In my dream, this lad threw a big stone at my niece. He aimed at her head and was a perfect hit. I was really angered and was telling him not to do so but was too late. What made me more emotional is that this lad is actually troubling my sister today (in reality). On the other hand, I am totally bothered by missing my nieces who have been living away from us since May. Oh, I can hardly breathe when I wake up. Until this morning when I went to work, I’m still struggling to catch my breath.

Dear Lord, please make me feel better. And I pray that You’d always keep my love ones away from danger. Thank you, Jesus. Amen.

Friday

It’s Friday! The week’s gone too fast. I’ll be heading home later this afternoon.

Aidz is back! The family’s complete—at last. (Yay, Teeny!)

The weather’s not too friendly the last few days. There’s a typhoon (named Florita) and a lot of areas are badly affected. Classes were suspended yesterday and resumed today. I hope the weather will calm soon.

We watched Pirates of the Caribbean. AWESOME! Captain Jack Sparrow never disappoints me! You should see it. I liked every scene (oops, except the one with Elisabeth…o.o)

Bought a pair of rubber shoes for my little (now big) bro. Hope he likes it.

Ma'am Lily's back from Bangkok. Good!

Next week (at work), we have a roundtable discussion/Stakeholders’ Consultation/Workshop. Need to prepare for all those.

Have a great weekend!

Monday fever..

Yup, FEVER. I almost caught one last night. I was alone in our apartment and not feeling well. The headache was really bad; I decided sleep would give remedy. After reading the Word and a prayer , I went off to bed. Praise God, this morning I'm perfectly well =)

It's the start of the week. I pray that this one's gotta be awesome! Hey, Aidz is coming home today! He's on the way....

My little bro said he found my blog... Haha... I guess it's no longer 'secret' after all...

Oops..and it's Ammie's bday today. Happy birthday, Ammie!


Have a wonderful week ahead everyone! God bless!

This morning, Garie said we have specific assignments to write about for the monthly report. I did two and was able to submit it at once. After lunch, my boss called up to me and asked if all the reports were turned in. Then I remembered that one was left out. It was almost 2pm; and the report must be ready by 2pm for the Executive Committee meeting. I hurriedly came up with a short news on the subject. What’s making me a little ‘unhappy’(grumpy) is the thought that, as if I was the one responsible for not having the reports available on time, when in fact, I volunteered to write two topics (plus this one now) while the rest gets one each. This really makes me feel bad. I'm a little pissed off. Nakakainis. Parang wala man lang silang ginawa tapos ang dating, sa akin pa ang sisi.

Aidz: Listen!

I read this verse on Sir Keith's blog. Was really blessed.

Ecclesiastes 4:9-12 says,
Two people can accomplish more than twice as much as one; they get a better return for their labor. If one person falls, the other can reach out and help. But people who are alone when they fall are in real trouble. And on a cold night, two under the same blanket can gain warmth from each other. But how can one be warm alone? A person standing alone can be attacked and defeated, but two can stand back-to-back and conquer. Three are even better, for a triple-braided cord is not easily broken. (NLT)

Uwi ka na!

Happy Bday, Crem!

I went to Crem's house last Saturday for a simple birthday celeb. Only the closest friends were there. It was nice to see old friends again. We had dinner and so many songs lined up.

With me were peeps from high school; and now together as 'grown-ups'. Really good reminiscing. As if high school was just yesterday.

Valiant Warriors, True Gents

I have not enjoyed boxing in years until last Sunday. The bout, Mano A Mano (WBC Superfeatherweight Division Championship) at the Araneta Coliseum between my countryman Manny Pacquiao and Mexican Oscar Larios was really remarkable. I just love every second spent in the ring. Manny is a southpaw while Larios owns a strong right. The battle ended in a beautiful 12-round decision.

Everybody expects a glaring knock out win for Manny. However, it ended up a Decision still in favor of our champ. I’m happy for the win. But more than ever, I really admired the hearts of both Larios and Manny. As if they were best friends playing their sport. I personally don’t want Larios to fall—at least he will have a decent, honorable defeat—he remained standing. I gentleman should be given due honor and that’s what I want Larios to have after he stepped down from the ring.

Manny is the pride of our land. His charisma to the Filipinos is unbelievable. Not only because he constantly brings honor to the Philippines but because Manny carries a humble Filipino spirit. He started out as a young country lad fighter and transformed into a respected champion because of his discipline and determination. People from all walks of life love him dearly. He has always dedicated every bout to the people. And most of all, he always make it a point to unite the people even for just a single fight in the ring. Honestly, if there’s one thing that Filipinos would agree without any variance, that’s when they speak about Pacquiao.

Now, I want to give my admiration to the challenger, Oscar Larios. He is one-strong fist himself. Wow! I have always dreamed of seeing a fight like he did last Sunday. He’s very apologetic, a clean fighter, with great endurance, and simply a good person. He acknowledges blows from his opponent and even able to give a smile or a nod. No trace of a grumpy, fierce fighter at all. He is a gentleman. I know fighters can be like that. Thank you Larios for making me see one. He is a sweet father to four girls! Haha! Wonderful father I may guess!

I wanted to quote Larios’ interview after the fight, “I am 100% prepared for this fight—mentally and physically. I really wanted to defeat Manny. But at the end of the fight, I lost to a great champion.” He then thanked the people with his, “Salamat, Pilipinas!” (Thank you, Philippines). And the crowd roared with respect and gratitude. At that moment, it seemed as if he won the bout.

Manny is a true champion. Larios really had a hard time nailing his feet on the ground. He fell twice, one on the seventh round and the other, on the twelfth. But he managed to remain standing to the end. He is a good fighter himself.

I just wish I would always see a fight as clean and beautiful as this one. Boxing maybe a harsh sport, but that doesn’t mean you can not find gentlemen inside the ring.

Collections, collections

I asked Pastor Mark a copy (each) of three DVDs and got them last Sunday: A Walk to Remember, The Woman Who Willed A Miracle and Radio! His secretary said my copy of The Miracle Worker (The Story of Helen Keller) is ready. Those were powerful, awesome films! I love them! You better watch them soon!!!

Somehow, it has something to do with my interest to pursue Special Education.

Happy Father's Day!

One of God's richest blessings in life is having a father. A father, in all grandeur of its meaning; love, care, protection, guidance, compassion, trust, joy, understanding, perseverance, forbearance, fun, adventure, discipline, sacrifice, patience, humility, strength, friendship, and more! That’s how I see a father. That’s how my father is. I love you, Tatay.

Happy Father’s Day to all Dads out there. You are truly God’s gift to your children and honor to your love ones.

powerful message

A great life is not about routine but doing something rare; to cherish and not to compare; to forgive and not to b lame; to be loving without counting. Laugh at your mistakes but learn from them. Joke over your troubles but gather strength from them. Have fun with your difficulties but overcome them.

so you may know...

i am busy. IT'S AN UNDERSTATEMENT.

my work has been very pressing and i am emotionally being battered by the situation. i could hardly breathe. *sigh*

i pray for God's peace to flow in my heart and that i would meet all my deadlines and still produce good outputs. multitasking at times could feel like suicide.

sigh, sigh, sigh. i want to be calm.

Self Reminder: Nobody can hurt you without your consent. You have enough worries for the day. God loves you.

*Thank God I still love my work.

Musang

19 May 2006
A Heartbreaking Saturday
It’s almost ten. I was happy to be home. I went up to my room to change. My sister came in. With a hesitant heart and teary eyes she told the sad news: My cat, Musang, died. In a split second, tears welled in my eyes and ran unstoppable. How could that be?

Musang has been with me for almost three years. I only get to see her during weekends when I go home. She’s been the apple of my eye, my living toy. She’s an effective stress reliever—watching her play around or sleep peacefully. Huh. Now, I won’t be seeing my Musang anymore. It hurts pretty bad.

She looks very much like the cat in the painting.

God is awesome!

I got this article from Enoch. Can’t help but shed tears and be moved by the glory of His presence. Praise God for His lovingkindness. Please take time to read.

The Miracle of Indonesia

Praise Him! Glory to God above!

All hands on deck

This is my boss' favorite line. It means one thing: we have a closed calendar --as always (!!!). We are trying to commit suicide here (yeah, it came from her, too.).

Just came from another staff meeting and so many projects are ongoing and in the pipeline. Nobody is allowed to get sick. Yeah, my favorite line.

The best news so far is, we are up for the Bangkok trip (finally). There were two choices, one was Hong Kong and the other, Bangkok. As you may recall, I went to Hong Kong in February so I was really hoping the group chooses Thailand. And they did. Haha!

It may be anytime between the last week of May or by early June. Going back to real business, I have a lot to do.

Lord, thank you for another privilege of having a trip abroad. I pray that You give me the strength and wisdom I need at work. Praises to You. Amen.

Mothers' Day

To our dear, beloved mothers,

Happy Mothers’ Day. You are a gift to every family and a blessing to your loved ones. God is so loving and made us feel that love through you. We love you!

To all mothers out there, we celebrate with you today. May the Lord grant the desires of your heart and bless you with the life that comes from the Father.

And though my Nanay is no longer around, I will still celebrate this day, in memory of her.

P.S. Dear children, love your parents.

May 10

Today is the 10th of May. It's summer back here and the sun is HOTT! Just imagine temperature ranging from 34-44 degrees Celsius! Suprisingly, it rained after lunch and still is until now. I remember my father used to tell us that whenever thunder is heard on the 10th of May, there is flood within the year. We had experienced that many times before. I don't really know what's the significance of the date but anyhow, I can't wait but observe; will there be thunder today?

Thank God!

for many things...

for the gift of life to my sisters, Tan and Jai, and to Tatay, on their birthday.
for the gift of wisdom in my exam...thank God i passed.
for a wonderful time teaching the youth on Friday's Nights of Obsession.
for Oscar Dela Hoya's victory in his bout last Saturday; you don't imagine how happy I am.
for my boss coming home from her program in the Netherlands.
for my brother (and Pastor) and his team's medical mission on Eastern Samar Island.
for being back in the 'work mode' again.
for the beautiful pics we had in our Hong Kong trip.
for this beautiful day.
for my heart that wants to sing.
for the many blessings that are coming our way. Amen!

Thank you, Lord. Amen.

Prayer request

Tomorrow, I will have to take an exam. It's been a while since I felt the pressure of taking a test. Please pray that everything goes well and that I pass the test. Thank you.

Dear Lord, I am nobody, and I can do nothing without You. I pray for wisdom and that Your hand be with me tomorrow as I take the exam. I trust You. Please make me calm. I claim your victory today. Thank you, Lord. In the name of Jesus, Amen.

Quote

It is madness…
…to hate all roses because you got scratched with one thorn.
…to give up on your dreams because one did not come true.
…to lose faith in prayers because one was not answered.
…to give up on your efforts because one of them failed.
…to condemn all your friends because one betrayed you.
…to not believe in love because someone was unfaithful or did not love you back.
…to throw away all your chances to be happy because you did not succeed on the first attempt.

I hope that as you go on your way you don’t give up, you don’t give in. God is with you.

13:20:48
25 April 2006

Busy…

At work. Need to follow up whether revision for the proposal has to be made. This is totally eating my time.

At Church. Writing a lot of letters. Building a web site. *Hope to finish soon.*

Personal. Need to see my doctor!! My eyes are really tired. Got to prepare for the HS reunion this Saturday. *Who would think this will cause me a lot of pressure? Pwew!*

Lurkers, Visitors, Guests

I am amazed by how the stat counter on this page increases. It’s just mind-boggling! As far as I’m concerned, I only have a few blogger friends and I doubt if they would raise that counter to its level now. Don’t get me wrong, I know this is a public blog. I just wish you would care to leave a message or comment so I have an idea who’s been here. I would really appreciate that. Thanks a bunch. =)

You are welcome to read this tale…

Pinay

Back from the break

HAPPY EASTER!

Had a wonderful easter for the most part but got a little sick before it ended. Yup, LOW BLOOD Pressure attacks again. 90/70. I was just too dizzy my head seemed to explode Sunday night. Still not sure if my BP's normal, anyhow, I'm back to work.

We have a memo for a four-day work week starting today. 7:30-6:30 working hours. O.o.

Hope to write more later...especially about the break. In case not, oh well...

Hi everybody!

A few thoughts on politics.

Everyone has the right to his opinion. I just want to state mine in brief.

It’s a pity to hear people say ‘bad’ things about the government—our government. I am not pro-administration but I am pro-government.

On a general perspective, the Philippines is regarded as a third world country—primarily brought about by economic conditions vis-à-vis the global arena. Poverty is still the basic concern and development is seen as slow-paced. Also, insurgency and instability rock the government from all sides. Worst, the Philippines gained recognition (in the negative sense) as one of the most corrupt nations in the world. Most people who do not know the country could instantly create bad impression; a pathetic image of a hopeless nation. Our island, our Philippines, the Pearl of the Orient, with a brutal tag on her name. This idea breaks my heart.

I would like to mention that the Philippine Constitution is said to be among the bests (if not the best) fundamental laws observed in nations. It covers humanitarian, developmental, and even cultural rights of its people. Sovereignty and freedom are emphasized with certainty. Peoples’ participation is highly regarded in its democratic framework. I believe it covered what is essential for a country to function well.

The structure of the government is creditable in its own right. Agencies, Departments and Bureaus are created to address the various concerns that could possibly come about. The constitutional bodies are granted with autonomy to function accordingly. Efficiency and effectiveness are supported by the commendable mechanisms installed within the structure. Peoples’ participation is encouraged and devolution of power to local governments is exercised. Even the bureaucrats and leaders are generally the cream of the crop of the land. In a theoretical perspective, this is an ideal structure we have at hand.

But why still have a chaotic government? I would just like to focus on three things.

First: Poverty. The Philippines is an agricultural country. The basic industry is farming. The sudden shift of the world towards globalization pressured the country to adopt several actions and policies that do not support agriculture. Given that we have a relatively young democracy (Martial Law was lifted in 1983) and still limping from colonial dominion (333 years under Spain; about four years under Japan; and indirectly under US until present) and ruins of war, we had not strengthen the basic thrust that we should focused on. Agriculture remains in shambles and almost left out. World’s standard of industrialization marred our basic capability. The problem on equity or distribution of wealth is also of note and drastically drowned our people to poverty. Because of poverty, people were forced to take advantage of any privilege at hand. This is the basic of corruption the way I see it.

Second: Greed. Human behavior theories suggest that dissatisfaction is human nature. Acquisition of something will only lead to wanting more. Following my first claim, learning how to ‘get’ something carefree strengthens the drive to want more. Occasions and possibilities to collect are grabbed and even forced. This hunger can hardly be quenched. That is how I see corruption in the government—fueled by greed.

Third: Trust. A sad observation is that, the people have lost (very weak) its trust in the leadership and in the government per se. No matter how remarkable the programs are for development and for poverty alleviation, people hardly recognize. Intolerable poverty caused people to believe that those in power are the only ones benefiting from all these acts; it won’t lift peoples’ lives from poverty. Not to mention the belief that corruption IS the norm nowadays. In effect, they hardly support the state.

History would tell how hurt the Filipinos had become from the hands of our colonizers and even from our own kin. It developed a disgraceful attitude of impatience and lost of discipline. Weariness and fatigue from poverty developed greed and created the monster corruption. Somehow, this is similar to what the naïve Indios (native Filipinos) were subjected to during the time of our Spanish colonizers. It has rooted and unfortunately found a niche in our system.

I don’t know if I was able to give at least the façade of my thoughts but anyhow, I wanted to say those. I know the government’s problem is more complex than I have stated but I guess an opinion would not hurt. It shatters my heart to hear bad impression of us Filipinos in the world’s eyes and not as beautiful people that we are. All I really wanted to say is, I love my country and I have not given up on her neither in her people.

Dear Lord, bless the Philippines.

No Glitch! Arrgh...

A few minutes ago, after posting my previous entry, I realized everything in my template (the CODES) was missing!!! My home page just won't show up! In other words, I LOST MY BLOG! Good thing I saved the old codes; Lost a few links. =(

Hope this will be the last. I can't remember how to make it look the same as it was =( I really am not happy about this! Errrrrrr....

I’m on vacation mode.

This week, I will only be in the office for two days. It’s Holy Week and the rest of the country acknowledges (at least) Thursday and Friday as non-working holidays. In our case, there had been rumors (until the official memo is out) that Wednesday will be announced as holiday. Last year it was so. This makes me feel lazy.

Anyhow, I’m going home tonight. It’s my mom’s birthday and I want to eat dinner with the family. My sisters are going to have visitors tomorrow (—this summer break is mind-boggling, a lot of activities for the kids!) and I also want to see how they plan on this (yeah, I just can’t resist being a stage sister).

So until tomorrow, I will have a long break off work. We will have a Christian parade on Thursday and the assembly is in front of the Capitol Building at the Park. Around 6,000 Christians are expected to be with us. This is actually creating a statement for all the people to see.

Unless I have any other things of note, I may not be blogging for a while. An early Happy Easter to all!

Sem-ender fuss!

It's almost the end of second semester here in UP. I'm busy preparing students' grades (right now, just the undergrads). No, I don't teach here; I'm a URA, yet I assist my Director (who is a faculty in the university) in her teaching tasks. She teaches and grades students but I process the grades--the meticulous side of teaching. Right now, this is what's eating up my day.

I'm almost through--just a few columns my boss has to fill. Grades of graduating students must be submitted on Monday. I have to finish all these today.

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It's been raining for the last three days. At least, it changes the atmosphere; more relaxing air and not unbearable heat. I'll be going straight home after office. I hope rain will not catch me on the way.


Have a great weekend everyone! I had to prepare for my bros getaway to Baguio this weekend. Just wanna be sure he packs his bag right :p (big sister sort of thing). Mine did not push through :'( Poor Len.


~~Boy, I'm sleepy.~~

Me??!

Pinay, your true color is Black!



Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

What's Your True Color?

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My Wednesday

Take time and read this. It's nice. =)

Teeny and I are planning to have a getaway this weekend. I already told my father about it and he said it’s alright. I wish everything will turn out the way we planned it to be. In case it does—bwahahahahahah!!!!

Things are getting a bit slow back here. Not much has to be done in the office; practically because our too-many-activities for the month were dropped to a halt. Some technicalities arose and we had to cancel our scheduled activities. Nonetheless continuing deadlines for projects need to be met. The bulk of work no longer lies on us now—it’s up to our project head. Hope she finishes on time.

It’s been so hot lately. Well, last night it rained pretty hard but not long enough to quench the heat. It’s a little dim outside; maybe it’s gonna rain tonight, too.

Archie, my youngest bro, is going to Baguio this weekend. My cousin will bring him along. I hope he enjoys his time out. Jai and Tan will be left at home but will surely enjoy the weekend—hey, it’s the start of vacation. Classes are over. Thank God!

I’m actually busy transferring all my files to another CPU. It’s tiring for me. I don’t like moving files from one PC to another. It’s a waste of time. Actually, it’s the third time I’ll transfer, I guess. But I had no choice but to do it. Huh, if only this CPU would have a compatible soundcard to be installed, I wouldn’t want to transfer—again.

Still working on the transcription of memoir interviews. Hope to finish today.

The new cook

Tracing my background, I grew up in a home with good cooks. My grandma is the best there is, the best there was, and for me, the best there ever will be. I used to go with her to places whenever she’s invited on different occasions (and that’s hundred of times) to be the main chef and patisserie at the same time. I’ve seen how good she was, how everything was cut almost perfect—size, shape, etc.—equally and done in a way taste buds can’t resist. She is just so good; the effect in me was the reverse. I had fear holding knives thinking I cannot be good enough.

My parents are good cooks too, especially my father. He knows distinctly how to make something taste uniquely wonderful. My brothers are good cooks themselves. My youngest brother, now 18, does very well with rice cakes. My eldest sister is someone who seems to know all kinds of recipe. Even my two sisters-in-law are unbelievably great!

Growing up from this kind of environment actually was the reason I didn’t learn to cook. How pathetic. Everybody at home can do it, there’s no reason to waste time and ingredients having me in the kitchen, let them handle it. What I’m good at is preparing everything they would need—the huge cooking wares, the large stick, etc. (in our language, kawa, balanga, palayok, kaldero, kaserola, tikin, sandok na mahaba, kutsilyo, planggana, everything!.) and eventually cleaning up the mess they left after cooking. Nobody wants to do that. That’s where I get a chance to be in the kitchen. The cleaner. No doubt, they would all be looking for me after cooking scene is over.

Since I stayed in the apartment, almost a year now, I started to break that ignorance. My friends (there are three of us living together) and I had to cook for ourselves, like a family used to do. So, one by one, we learned to cook the food we wanted to eat. Sometimes we ask others the recipe and do it at home. The learning experience is really fun since there’s nobody to pressure us about the taste. I remember, when we were just making our first tries we have this creed: Everything that is cooked in this kitchen is delicious! Haha, and so we made ourselves believe that until now.

Today, I basically do most of the cooking in our home in the apartment. They say it’s good; I would usually bring some at lunch in the office and they would taste it. My boss even said it’s very good. What she’s telling me now is to learn how to present it well. And that’s the second part of my lesson. So far, my ‘grades’ in cooking is very satisfactory.

So what do you think, am I going to be like my ancestors? Hahaha! Well, see.

Monday madness!

To be honest, today is quite a dull day for me. I guess (hope) it’s still early for me to tell. Anyway, I started out leaving home at 5.30 this morning, hoping that I would be spared from the Monday madness of commuting. Unfortunately it didn't happen that way. I didn’t get a ride until almost 7.15am. Anyhow, I’m glad I had my ride, leaving swarm of commuters waiting for taxis and buses.

I’m madly drowsy on the way. Was planning to go by the apartment first but decided to head straight to office since it’s almost 8am. Made myself a cup of coffee but alas, the heater is not yet plugged in! Oh great!

There are only five of us URAs (University Research Associates) here. One, texted me and said she’s sick. My other pal, I don’t know why he’s not in yet. The two guys are in the outer side of the office (I’m actually in the inner room). I’m all alone here.

Well. It’s just 10.30am. Things will be different in a little while (I hope!). Still a long way to go for a Monday. I just wish to make my day productive.

(I’m working on student records, grades, etc. and a bunch of paper works that I don't really want to elaborate on ;P )

Test.

Right now, the family is currently having financial difficulties. School expenses for my three siblings are on the hype. Bills are coming from all sides at the same time. There are other unexpected expenditures, too. But what I'm thankful about is, in spite all these, God has not stopped sending me peace. Actually, if my prayers will be averaged according to frequency, it’s Peace that’s on the top rank. And He has not failed to respond. That makes a world difference! Praise Him.

The best part is...I know He will provide. And I claim it. In Jesus' name.

Pressed but not crushed.

I prayed this morning and received …

Cast all your burdens on the Lord; He will never let the righteous be moved.
- Psalm 55: 22.

A timely message from a friend. Thank You, Lord for Your response.

*sad*

I don’t know how to feel. Dapat sana masaya ako for my brother, pero bakit parang ang lungkot ko yata? Hehe, hindi lang siguro ko magkasya sa idea that I will be left behind. First time na magkakahiwalay kami. Yup. Ever since, we’ve been together. Iiwan na pala niya ako dito. Maybe that’s how things are gonna be, anyway.

Confused emotions, di ko talaga sure if I’m happy with what’s happening. Bahala na. I hope I’m not being selfish.

Mag-isa na ako dito.


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Confirmed. Talagang mag-isa na ako dito.

Kinausap na ako about the application for the position. Nakakainis talaga, bakit kasi hindi pa ako nakapag-exam before? Now, I have to face the consequence. Lord, show me the way…


Hindi na ako makatrabaho nang matino because of the news—both.

Tagged!

This challenge is for Sir Keith... :)


Four Jobs I've had
Canteen helper at 11
An English teacher at Montessori School (substitute)
Research Project Assistant (Third Sector Governance Studies)
University Research Associate at the University of the Philippines


Four Movies I can watch over and over
Mulan
The Patriot
A Walk in the Clouds
ConAir


Four TV Shows I love to watch
Jewel in the Palace
Full House
Filipino Old films
Musicals


Four Places I've been on vacation
Disneyland
Hong Kong
Cavite City
Bataan


Four Favorite Dishes
Fried Milkfish
Sinigang (sour soup) esp. milkfish (can be meat, though)
Humba (meat in sweet & salty sauce)
Nilaga (boiled meat with lots of veggies)


Four Websites/blogs I visit Daily
http://blindsiderawks.blogspot.com/
http://prayingmantis.blogspot.com/
http://p208.ezboard.com/bjoshaholics
http://justmelch5.blogspot.com/


Four Places I'd Rather Be
Home
Church
Garden
Beach


Four Blogs I'd like to see do this quiz
http://zed-nan-reh.blogspot.com/
http://yemimah-kezia.blogspot.com/
http://templarz.blogspot.com/
http://prayingmantis.blogspot.com/

Cebu and Bohol pics

Been swerving for the last three weeks...here are some pictures.
Check out Memories and Reflections for more pics.

The Philippine Tarsier: the world's smallest primate


Magellan's Cross in Cebu circa 1521


The Blood Compact in Bohol


I'm tired of posting pics. I'll add some more tomorrow.

I’M BACK!

Yup, after three long weeks! FINALLY! Gosh, that was quite a while! Pwew!

So many things done …so many places gone …so many adventures made…

Will probably write them all next time. I’ll wait for the pictures!

Glad to be back. I’ll blog soon…

Hello All!

Oh…the busy-ness of me!

Inasmuch as I want to update my blog regularly, I’m afraid I would double the possibility of not being able to do so in the next three weeks. Starting the 30th of January, we will be having a three-week conference to be conducted in different areas in the country. This is for the enhancement of the Commission on Elections. These conferences aim to come up with the strategic plan of which the Commission shall work out in the next five years. Yes, we are talking about the big bosses in this government commission nationwide as our participants.

That’s basically what’s keeping me from having a lighter schedule. Pressure extends up to weekend and I barely had rest. Sleep? I wonder when was the last time I had enough? (sigh) But when this is over (which I'm looking forward to) everything will be a lot lighter (I hope!). Preparation and all these meetings are very draining. What do I expect, I'm into research. Multitasking is just the norm.

I miss my friends online! I will even miss you more in the next few weeks. I wish I could peek in once in a while. I hope everybody’s well. Take care. God bless you all.

Hey, I would appreciate if you try to take the challenge =D It’s really nice to read your answers. Thanks!

I pray for protection and blessings to come your way.

P.S. I wish to receive an email from a friend next week.

See you all soon,
Pinay

How well do you know me?

Pinay's Challenge!

Taken from QuizYourFriends.com!

small voice

At this moment, there’s a part of me that says it’s healthy for me to cry. I might listen to it.

Work has been pressing lately.

Yeah, that’s the best way to put it. Somehow it’s starting to tire me down (this time, more than physically). Wish to get off this stage….quickly!

We just finished another event of the day, a day-long conference of CEOs in the government. I did not have much to do; was assigned to man the publications yet, the whole preparation and the day itself is tiring. My body cries out for rest.

I so much appreciate my colleague’s response in the “notes matter” I’m worrying about. She consulted one of our supervisors on the matter and Tita Jean willingly said she’ll get things done. Thanks Ate Lyj, so much. I’ll still pass the report anyway.

Whenever I think of the things I plan to accomplish for the week, it simply drains me. Gosh, I really need to finish all of those! The end of the month is even more threatening. Huh…

Now, I want to go home…at least to the apartment where I stay. I find comfort whenever I get there.

Hope to have some meaningful entries soon and not rants and grudges like this.

"First Love"

Revelation 2, NASB
Message to Ephesus

1 "To the angel of the church in Ephesus write: The One who holds the seven stars in His right hand, the One who walks among the seven golden lampstands, says this:

2 'I know your deeds and your toil and perseverance, and that you cannot tolerate evil men, and you put to the test those who call themselves apostles, and they are not, and you found them to be false;

3 and you have perseverance and have endured for My name's sake, and have not grown weary.

4 'But I have this against you, that you have left your first love.

5 'Therefore remember from where you have fallen, and repent and do the deeds you did at first; or else I am coming to you and will remove your lampstand out of its place--unless you repent.

6 'Yet this you do have, that you hate the deeds of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate.

7 'He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches To him who overcomes, I will grant to eat of the tree of life which is in the Paradise of God.'

Lord, let not my heart be weary; keep the fire burning in me. I wouldn't want my first love gone. And if you may, that I grow fonder of You everyday; like I was when I was a child. I love You, Lord.

FRIDAY The 13th

Huh... why am I so bored... and sleepy??

*Sigh*

Loyalty

Last night we were talking about the story of Ruth and Naomi. Here's a couple of verses from the book of Ruth (Old Testament) Chapter One:

16 But Ruth said, "Do not urge me to leave you or turn back from following you; for where you go, I will go, and where you lodge, I will lodge. Your people shall be my people, and your God, my God."

17 "Where you die, I will die, and there I will be buried. Thus may the LORD do to me, and worse, if anything but death parts you and me."

taken from: New American Standard Bible

Little Angel

Here’s my nephew, Aaron Ariestotle. He’s three weeks old now.

This pic was taken on his birthday Dec 16. Look at this angel! Such a cutie!

another weekend ahead

tomorrow, i will be going home. a lot of activities await me this weekend. for one, it's our church's anniversary. another year of God's blessing in His church. we planned this to be very simple yet of course, preparation is necessary. i pray that it will bless the people all the more. and for another year, for God's shower of blessings and anointing. thank you Lord for another year of service.

we are also called to have an assessment for the youth conference last dec 29-30. i have to rush to the MYF office right after the anniversary. Sunday busy-ness! pwew!

of course, family time. well i'm sure, we'll all be busy with the church program and all, but i will see my loveones, so it's fun! i'll make sure to have a chat with my father despite the sched!

have a great weekend everyone. and a restful one, too. God bless!

^o^

Len
Lolen
Bunny
Nek-nek
Lira
Iska
Bru
Sis
Mare
Ate
Tita
Inang
Misua
Teacher
Gob
Ma'am
Sweetie
Ganda
Pinay

What else?? Sometimes it's hard when people call you in many names... =P

I can dance.

This statement can cause uproar when heard from me. How come? Simply because I can’t. People who know me would take this as a major joke. Gracefulness is something I would learn in a century. You might even want me to sing instead. I am no dancer at all.

I have long accepted this fact. Ironically, back in grade school, I remember I actually did perform dances in school activities. I even was the leader. I don’t know what went on; maybe I’ve been busy with so many other things in school, in church and even in my personal growth that the knowledge slipped away. Now it’s a pity to see me trying hard to follow basic step.

But what’s wonderful about this is: I don’t mind it at all. True. And it doesn’t stop me from praising God. Human standard would find it a dire thing for me to do but I keep on dancing. I love to dance. And I only dance in one occasion—during worship. I love to dance for the Lord. King David himself looked crazy when he danced for God, so what should I care about?

A lot of people are blessed with wonderful gifts and talents and God expects them to use it for His glory. I may not look graceful in the eyes of men but I will still dance for my God. I personally identify with this song:

Oh, I feel like dancing
It’s foolishness, I know
But when the world has seen the light
They will dance with joy like I’m dancing now.
I can sing of Your love forever.

I’m a growing Christian in faith. And something I learned is, if you want to glorify God with your work, don’t hesitate. Do it. He loves it when He sees you working whole-heartedly; giving your all. I may have two left feet, but I’m a graceful dancer in my King’s eyes.

So they say I can’t dance? I don’t think so. See me at church during worship and you’ll know.

It’s nice to be back.

While I was away, I told myself that I’ll definitely have a number of entries when I get back; to my surprise, I could not think of any right now.

Maybe it’s practical to start of with the Holidays. Ironically, I didn’t go to any of my relatives’. I don’t know; I just skipped family visits this year (actually all my siblings, too). But Christmas was still happy with our own family. And the Lord's Christmas gift to us is our baby Aaron, my nephew (the baby I saved from the dogs --remember my dog bite--while still in my sis-in-law's tummy). He is so cute! Also, we went to church and the service was great—only that we missed a few brethren because of the occasion. On Christmas eve, the youth (I mean almost all) from church went to our home to celebrate with the family. Ain’t that sweet or what? I love those kids.

Right after Christmas is my Ate’s (big sister) birthday. She’s 28 this year, but we keep saying she’s 29! Haha, what a way to make fun of big sister! Just to tease her a little –she knew we were kidding! Thank God for another year He gave her.

New year celebration was a blast! You might expect, yes, my youth group was there again. It’s like a designated route for them. But it was really a blast. Before the clock turned 12 midnight, my father led us to a family altar as we thanked God for another year and welcomed the new one with His blessings pouring in the family. It was really heartwarming to pray together and welcome the new year with assurance from the Lord.

And now, I’m back to work and the usual routines; but is more blessed with the Lord’s goodness and love. Happy new year to all!

End of the year.

Several things I want to share but will settle saying few of those.

First, thank God for another year. It’s been very challenging for me, at work, in the ministry, even in our family. Yet the Lord is faithful. All praises to Him!

We had a Christmas party at church last Sunday. Each one was given a badge that says: The Lord’s Servant 2005. We’re asked to give it to whom we thought was deserving of the title. I got mine. Thanks!

Looking back, there are so many things that happened in my life this year. And so many things to be grateful about too. I met new friends and was able to strengthen the old ones. There are moments when I felt so alone, yet the Lord sent people to cheer me up. There were countless times I wished my mom was beside me, but the Lord reminded me His love is more than enough. My work had been so pressing, but God provides strength and wisdom. And the reward afterwards, of course. When I felt like giving up, He gave reasons to walk the extra mile. Huh, there are just too many to single them out; I had to put it in general.

I may not update until January so I got to give my greetings to all:

A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY!
GOD LOVES YOU!

Kaylangan ko ng lunas.

Dapat sana ginagawa ko na ngayon yung outline for Friday, pero talagang masakit ang tiyan ko. Heto na naman: lamig. Isang oras na lang ang hinihintay ko at uuwi na talaga ko. Masakit. Baka sakali mawala kung nakahiga ako, or mabawasan man lang.

Lord, Help!

Prayer request

I am feeling sick today. There's something wrong with my system. My stomach won't rest. I feel like throwing up every minute. This is really giving me a hard time.

Still has to work on the message for Friday. And the powerpoint, of course. How can I if this tummy won't stop?

Lord, help me. Heal me, please. By the Blood of Jesus. Amen.

T.G.I.F

Thank God It's Friday!

This is so true. Glad it's end of the week. Thank God for today.

First of all, I can be home! Will treat my siblings and my Dad to a concert tonight! Hahaha!

Also, the report is done. Final output will be passed today. Ain't that the most wonderful news this week? *can't hide the big grin*

Rest. Yes. Looking forward to a lot of it this weekend. Oh, and will be going to my friend's son's first birthday party on Sunday. Just can't imagine she's already a mom. I can still remember us in pigtails back in high school! Anyhow, I'm happy for her and her family.

Wishing you all a great weekend and a restful one, too.
=D

Good news!

Hey everybody!

I want you to know that …I FINISHED THE REPORT!
(dance, dance, dance!)

Thank God!

Now I wanna sleep. I'll start tonight!

*Exuberant*

Lost

I was giving both left and right
Trying to beat the sun
Walking a thin line
Minding the time
Noting all possible options
Keeping, listing, choosing
All sorts.

There’s still time.
But I’m tired.

Clock is ticking
I need to.
I have to.
I must.
I can't afford to fail.

I’m afraid I’m lost.
I hope not.

Awesome Sunday!

There's no place like home. ^.^

As you know, I had to stay at work until Saturday. I got home around 7:30 in the evening, missed practice at church, the leadership training, and prayer meeting. It made me feel empty. Anyhow, dinner with the family on a Saturday is something you would never want to miss.

Sunday Service starts at seven in the morning. God is awesome. The worship was good. I need something like that after this tight week. After a few announcements we closed around 9:30 AM. Me, my sisters and my nieces, got ourselves some turon, lumpiang toge, and okoy for snack. Haha! Talk about breakfast! Yum yum!

When I got home, I was just so tired I climbed up in my room and dropped dead on my bed. Had to set the alarm at 1:07 PM (my clock is 56 minutes ahead of the standard time!). Missed lunch with the family, which I certainly should've not done, but just can't. I heard my sister called me, saw I set the alarm, and simply let me sleep. They understood how tiring the week had been for me.

I was not up until 1:13 PM. Had to take a quick lunch then head my way to Red's place. I went to their house for a little fellowship we planned some time ago. Ate Marie and my sister Jai came along. Red is a registered Nurse and now teaching in the University. He's my co-worker in the body ministry and so is Ate Marie. They are my best pals in the core team.

Red prepared some hot cakes, cola, and a list of songs. Now we’re talking. He had set up the “magic sing” and had our turn with the microphone. That was the funniest thing ever! He warned us that the scoring system was accurate. My turn, I got an embarrassing 59 per cent! Ate Marie, 66 and Red, 71. I said something’s wrong with that scoring system! Red’s voice was plain terrible. He should rather preach. LOL. Another Round: I got 71, Ate Marie, 69 and Red (drums roll) 22! LOL. Now, I’m more convinced the thing was working perfectly. Hahaha!

We sang a couple more before leaving. And for the record, I thought the lowest score ever made was 22. To our surprise, Ate Marie’s last song gave out a mind-boggling 16 per cent! Would you believe that! That was totally outrageous! That’s what you get when you made to sing a preacher, a dancer, and a youth leader! Hahaha!

I hurried home for the year-end planning at church. After tackling several matters, the meeting was over. And finally, my last meeting for the day. Got to be at the MYF office by 5:30 PM. I came at 5:40 and the meeting did not start until 5:45. There’s Red and Ate Marie too, with the rest of the core team. Pastor Mark just came home after going to the United States. We studied a little Youth Guide made by Richard Crisco (might post this some time here). Then, we talked about the Nights of Obsession on Friday night, the coming outreach, and the upcoming conference. There are still so many things to accomplish. We really need prayers. We had snacks after the meeting, a little fellowship with one another and I went home with a long day.

I was too tired to eat dinner. The night wasn’t over without bedroom chats with my siblings. Satisfied, we went off to Fantasy World (Zzzzzzzzzzzzz).

I thought the fun ended that night but this morning was simply humongous blast. On the bus station, you’d never believe whom I saw! My favorite cousin! I missed him so much! He’s been away for so long and I only see him at least once a year. I was hoping to see him on Christmas but I saw him today. It made my day. I love him like a brother –we practically spent our childhood together. At times, growing up cause us to miss so many people.

That short weekend was stretched to very fun-filled, memorable day. I almost forgot all my angst the previous week. Now, I know God has planned a better week ahead of me.

A happy Monday to all!

Next Level

Still not finish with the report. Now comes the harder part: The Next Level. Need to put this into writing....

I wanna go home.

December

While the sun now rested in the West, it's brightly shone here in the East. It's a Saturday. I'm supposed to be home with my family yet me and my good friend are here in the office, trying to finish a report that has troubled us in the last few days. Yes, it cost us to wake up too early and stay up late at night. So today, Lord help us, we hope to finish.

Perhaps this is the busiest month for me. I think so. To start with a working Saturday is the cue. Haha! I can't even find time to "rest" inspite the holidays coming. To begin with, my fulltime work is flooded with deadlines. Plus, my ministry life is overflowing. I have weekly meetings on Sundays in the youth ministry, weekly fellowships with my youth group at church Sunday afternoon, of course, my worship ministry in church, our upcoming planning for 2006, Training every Mondays for the conference, teaching on the Nights of Obsession, the week-long youth conference right after Christmas, our "pilgrimage" to Cavite, and so forth. When I think about it, I wonder how I'll be able to get through. Then I remember, "My God shall supply all my needs, may it be strength or wisdom or resource." He's been faithful enough to sustain me in all my endeavors. Afterall, my life testimony is "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me", and He really does. I just want to thank the Lord for the privilege I have being able to serve Him this way. It's a blessing to serve. Praise the Lord.


Back to business. Pray that I will do all these with efficiency and faithfulness. Thank God.

A Tale from the East

Yes, this is the title of my blog. How come? Basically because I’m from the East side of the world; somewhere in the South East Asian region. A tale, since it’s my story and stories of life and my everyday endeavors. Also, because I’m a story-teller and I love tales, no matter how out-of-this-world it might be.

Lastly, I like the sound of it altogether. And so the world would know....^^

YAY it's fixed!

I did it!
Haha! I figured out how to make the sidebar come up! Pwew!

Well, it is at the expense of one of my entries, though. I had to delete the entry I made last Nov 21. Anyhow, it made this look better, so adios!

I feel so accomplished today. Thanks to all those who tried to help. I sincerely appreciate. Thank you. God bless you.

Thanks, Ma’am.

Saying sorry can spare from a marred relationship. Thank God He didn’t let that happen between us. Not more than an hour after the previous post, things went out well. I said sorry and she took it well. She didn’t even expect me to be, just a reminder on her part. But I insisted and it made a world difference. We ate lunch together and had a great time.

Thank you Lord for making all things work out for good. I learned my lesson.

Am sorry

Though it is not all me to blame still, I’m responsible for the action. I’m sorry.
I should have been wiser in my judgment. Was just trying to help.
I’m sorry Ma’am.

Sigh.

Simply Amazing!

…that I can communicate with another person on the other side of the planet without leaving my chair.

No matter how much I understand the power of technology, it conspicuously leaves me in great wonder.

Naah, just being me.

What’s wrong?

I have been wondering how I can make the side bar on this page go up. I made a reply on the comment on my previous post and accidentally made double posts. I deleted the other one and since then the sidebar went down. Does anybody know what to do? Please help! I tried republishing the entire blog thinking it will work but nada! Oh well..

Hope it gets fixed soon..

A tiring day

Yes, I am so tired. I want to lie on my bed and stretch a little. Maybe take a nap.

At last, I'm done with one report. There are several others on the row. Lord, give me the strength and wisdom. And patience. Had to rush to the office this morning for the presentation of preliminary reports of the consultants of the project. When I got down from the meeting, I found a memo on my table from the Dean's office saying I'm a member of the Christmas Party Committee for the college. Great! Now what am I going to do? I'm not good at stuffs for social activities like this. Help!

Well, I got no choice. Hope the rest of the Committee mems will be creative enough... my fear: I'm the youngest in the group and probably (no, please!) the one they'll charge to find a theme and draft the program! Waaah!

Now need to finish transcribing the recommendations on the meeting. I hardly heard the presentation. I have poor notes now compared last time. That means, got to rely on the audio tape. I hope to finish soon. I must.

Looking forward to going to bed tonight.

wOot!

It’s Friday! Time to go home…
I have a lot of activities waiting for me this weekend…

Quote from my twin (friend):

“It is the heart that makes a woman pretty. She is beautiful according to what she is, not according to what she has. Hello to one of the prettiest woman I know.”

That’s lovely. Thanks Arlyn.

Bye everyone. Hope you enjoy your weekend! See you! =D

Thursday.

Came to the office at 6:45 this morning. But I got inside only at 7AM. It’s 2PM and I’ve been sitting here, facing my computer, for the last six hours. I feel guilty being sleepy but that’s the truth. My body’s tired. I went home (in the province) last night and had to leave at dawn going back to make sure I catch up on time for work. Now, I had to bear the consequence of lacking rest. Huh….

It’s a gloomy sky outside (which adds to the sleepy state). My window is overlooking the trees and lawn. It’s relaxing to stare at them. At least, to lessen the pressure at work.

Most of the “Mariposa” (big butterflies) in the atrium had left. There are some which are still inside their cocoon. A few others hang on the leaves and branches of the Santol tree. It’s cute to see them wiggling/shaking their cocoons trying to come out. I can imagine a theme song for this, “I’m coming out! I want the world to see….”

Time will pass quickly. Before I know it, it’s time to go. I have to finish my work. There are still a lot to produce…it’s mind boggling! I wish I’ll have a restful night ahead of me.

Things of note:

Tonight, MMK--Maalaala Mo Kaya (Do You Recall) will air a special story on one of the biggest Qs on Philippine TV today: Sino si Max? (Who's Max?). It's about the name being used by one of the biggest Restaurants in the country--Max's (Fried Chicken). How did they come up with the name? I got the feeling it's not really the owner's name. My guess is, it's an employee, maybe the chef, as i heard my brother say once. Anyhow, I marked the calendar--November 17, to watch out for the revelation.

Also, it's Sir Vicmar's birthday. We love him. He's been a very good thesis adviser and mentor to us back in college. Happy birthday Sir!

> siGh <

am so busy...tired.

-- have to go home tonight --

rush...

Got to be in the staff training by 6pm... time to go!

Another weekend approaching…

Retire from work. Head for home. Go to church. Disciple the youth. Meet the core. Ahh…so much to do!

Enjoy time with my father and siblings….Thank God it’s Friday.

Have a great time every one!

pRoGResS!

I had the best message received last night. It made my day. Just a single word but meant a lot. DACO. That’s my father’s name. He made his first text message ever! Finally, after so long! Ha ha ha …. He belongs to the primeval world. LOL.

Grabe, Tay, marunong nang mag-text! Bwahaha! LOL.

Galing mo, Tay!

today's reflection

James 2:22
"Do you not see that faith was working together with his works, and by works faith was made perfect?"

How many times have I been guilty of this? No matter what excuse is made, we are all being watched by the world around. 'Walk the faith' as been said in the little book. Every believer should.

May I claim victory everyday!

Sshh...secret identity!

I realize the name Pinay has [now] become my [secret] identity. It’s not my real name, but a slang term short for Filipina. Nonetheless, Pinay had managed to become ‘me’ more and more each day. Anyway, I’m quite comfortable with it. I guess that’s what I get from using a pseudonym—religiously.

Mayumi. Marangal. Mapagkalinga. Ganyan ang Pilipina.

If ever I use another name, that would definitely be Mayumi. But I’m settled with Pinay.

Wonder what the itals above stand for? Let’s see. Here’s what’s on-top-of-my-head-at-the-moment translation:

Meek. Dignified. Caring. Filipina nature.

Haha! My friends will roar in laughter when they learn about this page… it’s secret anyway. ^-^

I enjoy blogging so far.

???

Now, where did that clock on this page go? It's supposed to be right below the Archives Section. What happened? Vanished? Hmmm....

Weird.

November 7th

Hehe…have missed updating here for awhile…
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After so many attempts, my computer is finally working…cost me to remove a few programs. Yet again, there’s another problem: I cannot connect to the server! LAN is said to be unplugged. I checked the connections but still, it just won’t work. This computer is really bugging me.
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[ BREAKING NEWS: LAN IS WORKING AT LAST!!! YAY! ]
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I enjoyed another long, fun Sunday at church. The worship was blissful and umm… I led the Bible Study. The theme for this month is “the end of days” which led me to tackle on Christ’s Second Coming. Pretty tough subject to undertake. I based my texts in the books of Matthew, Second Peter, and John. Basically, we studied Matthew Chapter 24.

Sunday afternoon, one my churchmates, Ronn, [whom I always referred to as ‘youngest’ --he’s a very shy young man] led the Bible study in the youth fellowship. His subject dealt on anger & anger management. Very practical. We then shared personal experiences/situations that triggered this emotion. That afternoon was fruitful and I see that everyone should be reminded how to behave during such times. Plus, these kids made me tell my high school tale with my bestfriend, when I was ‘victimized in a set-up’. They were all wide-eyed as I recall the experience. But the lesson is clear; they should check their motives and let God deal on the matter. He is a Just God anyway.

At the later hour of the day, I got to enjoy a wonderful and plainly fun time with the little children nearby church. We played the school-set-up-type enacting a usual flag ceremony scenario. They are lovely! Those tiny kids (as young as two years old!) singing the anthem was just overwhelming. We then had a few games (can’t believe these children can actually organize themselves when it comes to game dynamics!) until almost pass 6PM. Even the elders and youth in church did not spare the fun going on among the kids.

It was a great time. I can almost forget the needle marks on my arms I suffered the other day from another vaccine schedule.

*relief*

NOTICE

The following entries are long overdue. I fail to find time posting them. [or should I manipulate the dates, instead?...hehehe]

[titles suggest the dates, anyway];P